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Joyce
Mar 21, 06 - 5:24 PM |
What do I do?
What am I to do? It's so hard to make it from day to day.I wonder sometimes how much longer I can hold on to my sanity.In realty it's been 5 years,but for me only a few minutes.For the first 2 or 3 years I have denied it.It is so much easier to pretend that Sam is at school.But then I see that her book bag in the same place where she always put it after school. My mind is like a seesaw,it's back and forth from past to present.In the past,I just want to die so I can be with Sam.But in the present,I have 3 other precious daughters and 4 beautiful grandbabies that I love very much.And they need me. I just need some peace in my heart and mind.I hope that God gives me the strenth to do what I have to do. |
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Tiffany
Mar 24th, 2006 - 2:14 PM |
She's watching you always
Mrs. Joyce, The past 5 years have been so hard. I have a child of my own now and dont know what I would do if something were to ever happen to him. I am here for you and your family always. If you ever just need someone to talk to or to share wonderful memories with please remember that I am just a phone call away. Sam is watching over you every day. She watches you when you wake up and is by you throughout the day. When you look at her pictures and see her beautiful smile just know that she is so happy in heaven and with other friends that were lost as well. The memories of Sam will remain in your heart forever. Sam was my Best Friend and like a sister to me. She made me feel like part of the family as you all did. Sam and I talked about everything. She and I hade our moments but we always made up and forgave eachother for whatever the little fuss was about. I wish I could come over more often than I do. I enjoy coming over to visit because as soon as I walk in the door I can see Sam alove your home and that makes me feel so close to her. I love you Mrs. Joyce and please know that I am here if you ever need someone like I mentioned before. This is a beautiful website and a wonderful way to remember Sam and to share it with everyone. God Bless You Always. Love, Tiffany |
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Joyce
Mar 25th, 2006 - 3:21 AM |
Re: What do I do?
Thankyou so much Tiffany for keeping us a part of your life,and now your baby's too.Thankyou for getting me out of bed the last time you were here.I probaly would have stayed there the rest of the day.I only wish....well you know what that is and I sadly know now this will never happen.I pray every day that it does and I finally have peace before I die.I love you Tiffany. Love, Joyce |
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Jamie Eller
Mar 25th, 2006 - 8:37 AM |
Re: What do I do?
Hi Joyce & Tiffany!! Joyce, I know it's still hard on you!!! My mother has been gone for almost 7 years and it's still hard. It's never going to be like it was before, but it does get better!! Tiffany, I'm glad you posted a reply to that because I was stumped for words. I didn't want to say the wrong thing, but I knew that Mrs. Joyce needed some comfort!!! You were there for her and I know she really does appreciate it. I know you'll watch out for her and I bet Sam is smiling down on you from Heaven!!  I hope GOD does give you the strength Joyce, to make it through. Just remember the good times and her friends that she had! I really can't name one person that didn't like SAM------everybody loved her!! And I know she is a BEAUTIFUL ANGEL in heaven!!!! I'll keep praying for you Joyce, and you're always in my thoughts. If you want to talk, you can call me. I've told you a long time ago, and I still mean it. And You know you've got Tiffany too!!! Friends of Sam's are here to watch out for you, and they will do anything for you!!! Just look back at all those letters your got after Sam's passing! She was truly loved!!!! God Bless you & I love you all! "LOVE YA SAMMY JO"
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Joyce
Mar 26th, 2006 - 2:42 AM |
Re: What do I do?
Jamie,Thankyou for your kind words.(Why don't you just come see me and Sam?)I really do appreciate all the candles you lite for Sammy Jo.It feels my heart. We all know what I really need to see on my websites. I know how you feel about losing your Mama.When I lost my Mama and my Daddy and then Kenny,it was truly painful.But nothing compares to the devistating pain of losing a child.This pain and heartache overpowers everything and never eases up. I needed those friends to share a piece of their lives with me AND my Family.Maybe it might have helped fill some of the void. Call or write sometime. Joyce |
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